Today is my birthday. So many wonderful people have wished me a happy birthday today. For each one, I am thankful. If we, as a society, truly believe birthdays are to be celebrated, how can we, as a society, support denying developing babies the chance to experience their birth? If we can celebrate a birthday on one hand and deny a birthday on the other, then we are hypocrites of the vilest nature. Our nation is truly in a vile place when it comes to valuing the lives of the unborn. Shame on everyone who applauds New York’s decision.
I have felt physical ache and heart-pain for the babies who will never be born. I weep as I consider that the last sound a developing baby will hear is a suction machine. I sang to my babies as they grew in my womb. They heard me. And now I am blessed to get to hear their beautiful voices every single day. I am angry at those who support denying little voices the chance to sing. I wrote this poem for all of the tiny voices that no one but God has heard.
My Voice – by Kimberly Soesbee
I hear you.
Soft sweet sounds that settle me.
Like fingers reaching through the dark
And caressing my soul.
I know it not, but
I strive toward the day
When your voice will come
With soothing touch.
I hear you.
Sobs, sighs, swollen words.
The darkness thickens
My heart beats on.
I hear you.
I respond from within.
I gather new information
Like flowers in my heart.
I wiggle and grow
My hands and feet I know
With them I touch.
I hear you.
Sobs, sighs, swollen words.
Your darkness consumes
My heart beats on.
I hear you.
And I hear a new noise.
Growling, piercing
My tender new ears.
I wiggle in recoil.
Sensing too much.
This I do not want to touch.
My cries were heard
Only by God.
Why didn’t you hear me?
I heard you.